Jeｓ　&　Keane　的世界。。

Thursday, July 19, 2018

毛孩子也是上帝賜的禮物

以前在養貓前只是純粹的喜歡這小動物，覺得很可愛。

剛開始養貓弟時發現到他總是那麼的高傲，愛理不理的～有時都不懂我說的話他聽得懂嗎哈哈

日子一天天過了，他終究變成了一隻古靈精怪的小惡魔！（哈哈）但同時又愛黏、愛撒嬌、愛討疼的個性也讓我和我老公深深愛上他。。

只是呢，他有個壞毛病 - 愛欺負哥哥。天天不欺負幾次不行 🤷🏻‍♀️ 有時我都覺得狗哥哥有點可憐 😂

但是，逐漸的我們卻發現到 - 其實他沒狗哥不行。。。

有次出國好幾天回到家，因為回來晚了，就沒把狗哥從鄰居家接回來先。誰知？貓弟竟然喵了一晚。喵到我和老公整晚都沒法睡。到第二天早上還在喵！我和老公都不知怎麼啦，以為只是想念我們，在投訴罷了 😂

結果那天中午一把狗哥接回來後，貓弟一看到他那一刻他竟然停止叫了。那時我們還真不相信他那麼有靈性。

今天，狗哥犯錯了。被麻麻我狠狠罵了一頓然後罰坐在一旁。

這次因不是初犯，所以我不打算那麼快就饒過狗哥。但貓弟竟然出現在我面前，輕喵了幾聲，然後跑去陪狗哥罰坐！

平時只會把自己套在狗哥頭上咬的貓弟竟然完全沒欺負哥哥。相反的，還陪他罰坐罰了半小時 😂 （試問有哪隻貓能不睡覺然後靜靜坐在那不幹壞事的？🤣）

這一幕讓我心軟了～並決定「赦免」狗哥 ❤️

說真的，貓弟一知道狗哥安全了就馬上又來個「套頭咬」的動作！哈哈哈！好賤喔！

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這就是不善於表達自己的貓弟啦～

我相信很多人還是會覺得貓咪是獨來獨往的～沒表情、對事事漠不關心似的。但真的，只有養貓和愛貓的人才能體會其中的奧妙。

所以每當有人問我 - 妳現在懷孕了，是不是該把你的貓狗給掉？我覺得根本是天方夜譚！

他們已經是我的孩子了。雖然不會用兩隻腳走路，全身毛茸茸又不會說話，但這卻也是他們最特別的地方！

哪有要生一個孩子卻要把現有的孩子都給棄養的道理呢？

真心希望人類別再那麼自私了。。

眾生皆平等。

有愛心、有善心、有憐憫之心才能教出更好的下一代！

.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
2:32 PM

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

幸福如履薄冰

As much as I wish to be positive, my rational mind is telling me to accept the fact and move on..

Hubby and I received the best gift in our lives, during our 10th year anniversary. It was a big fat positive.

We were thrilled. I was just off with my contraceptive pills (due to hormone issue), and here, after less than a month, I'm pregnant!

Anyway, we arranged an appt with our gynae and off we went happily.

Our first ultrasound scan was probably too early. Scan shows an empty small sac at est. week 5.

My gynae instructed me to take prenatal pill, folic acid and hormone pills everyday as my pregnancy looks a lil unstable. Nevertheless, hub and I were still very excited at that point of time. What could possibly go wrong, right?

We even named our lil baby ♥ 小汤圆 ♥

1.5weeks later, we went back to the gynae. U/S shows a yolk sac this time round, but unfortunately no fetal pole. (I was supposed to be 6.5 weeks now.)
Nevertheless, benefit of doubt as I wasn't aware of my last period. Hence gynae suggested tkeing a blood test to ensure everything's fine.

I'd 2 blood tests in total within a period of 3 days. The waiting was hard.

On the 4th day, results were finally out. My hcg were rising very slowly, but not doubling.
Not promising, gynae said.

Over the next few days, I tried holding my hopes high. Googled around and saw lots of mummies saying they'd the same experience, and only to find a strong heartbeat 2 weeks later, on their week 9.
Furthermore, my nausea was getting a lil stronger at that point of time, which gynae said it's a gd sign for healthy pregnancy.

However, nausea seems to come in waves. It stopped after a few days and now, it seems like I've no pregnancy symptoms at all.

Went back for another u/s just yesterday - est. week 8.

Gynae's comment - Enlarged yolk sac. no fetal pole/heartbeat detected still. Not promising.

I'd no idea what to say then. Told gynae I would like to wait for another week before deciding my next step.

Went home and cried for almost the whole of yesterday.

My next u/s is a week later. Still thinking should I hold on to the last glimpse of hope and postpone it till 1.5 weeks - with the chances of having a natural miscarriage anytime.

Things hasn't been smooth sailing in my life so far, and I embrace that. But when I thought everything's going for the better, this came crushing down again.

Well, this is really difficult as this is my first pregnancy..

Though, looking on a bright side, at least my hubby's with me all these while, for all the appointments and my ups and downs. Bringing me out for nice food when I'd no appetite :)

And also, apart from Fergie, I have Birthday (the rescued cat) now, to lick away my tears and be there for me whenever I cry.

I'm certainly happy with what I have right now and really appreciate what I have.

But God, can't I just be a lil greedier and have a more complete and loving family?

I bet 小汤圆 will really be fortunate to join this happy family of ours..

Please allow him/her come to this earth healthily and enjoy our warmth, because kind souls like us deserves it ♥

.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
3:38 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Humanity is like a rare gem to wish for

It's 1:35am now and the rain is pouring. Heaviest rain ever since the first day I moved in to a Home I can finally call, which was slightly more than half a year ago.

Was walking Fergie with hubby this evening when I saw a helpless mongrel standing in the middle of the crossroad, being horned by all the oncoming cars. Traffic was very heavy with huge trucks and lorries. I couldn't reach him at all.

As helpless as he was, I was equally helpless with the situation.

He moved to the side of the road eventually and I tried to go after him. Likely he was abused before, he ran at the first sight of me squatting down.

He played "hide-n-seek" with me all the way, crossing roads in between and being horned by cars again and again. And me, I have to climb the bridge again and again, just to get to the other side of the road. It was a tiring ordeal but luckily I had my supportive hubby to look after Fergie :)

Eventually as I need to go further, I got hubby to bring Fergie home first while I continued the search. But sadly, that was the very last time I saw him...

As much as I know that even if I can have the chance to get near him, I won't be able to bring him home. He's simply too wary of humans. But well, I just wish that there can be a miracle somehow...

Often, I do ponder why are humans can be so selfish and ruthless. Unable to have another living creature on this earth other than they themselves.

This very estate that I'm staying at right now, is a newly developed estate. It was a sad thing that we took away these lovely creatures' once home-sweet-home to build our own sweet home. Yet majority of my neighbours can't wait to get rid of all the strays lingering around them. Seriously?

It's already so heartbreaking to know that the helpless mongrel this evening has no place to hide from the heavy rain outta. Yet, there are still hundreds and thousands of strays wondering around at this time, looking for a place where they can probably just have a rest.

If God made us all, why can't he make us equal? Perhaps more love and sympathy for all the living creatures on this earth.

If only we can have some humanity back...

.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
2:16 AM