Sunday, October 28, 2007
I'm not gonna let you get your ways.
Thank God, you're great in planning my life with so many adventerous happenings!
Should i thank you for your hardwork?
Or are you just bored and that's Yy you're trying to find fun in someone's life?
Can see that you're really trying hard to screw up my life eh?
Bad news every week man! You rock baby!
You made me ran all the way to the police station and now i am going to a funeral.
What's next?
Well, continue to hurt me more; I'm loving it. 8)
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
5:29 PM
I'm feeling very suffocated recently..
Lotsa unhappiness stuffs befalling on me. Nothing is smooth at all..
I'm stressed up totally.
I seriously dont know when can i catch a glimpse of light out of this total darkness.
I've used up all my energy to "self-console" weeks back.
It doesnt matters to me any longer what's gonna happen next. Im just like a puppet being played by god.
I've got big problem - Im starting to lose my judgement. I dont know how to handle problems anymore.
If anyone is to tell me that obstacles can train a person to be tough, i guess it should be enough for me after all these years.
All these drills did make me strong somehow but end of the day, im just a human; i'll breakdown.
Any more of this is not gonna strengthen me anymore. I'm lost and stucked.
It only makes me feel unwanted;
It only makes me believe that i've got no rights to deserve anything in life.
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
10:19 AM
Friday, October 26, 2007
I'm no longer your innocent baby girl - I can feel hurt.
There's lotsa things in life that one can never control.
Fate is one of them.
船到桥头自然直。。
但我看我的船还没靠岸就沉了吧~
How i wished that you could care more about this family.
After so many damages that you've done to us, u feel nothing at all.
I see no regrets in you.
I still love you and respect you as part of my family. But the umpteen times of dissapointments that you've engraved in my heart can never be undone. It became fear.
I dare not hold any hopes anymore.
Facing you, is like facing a total stranger whom i love alot.
I care about you still and i would really appreciate should one day you change yourself for this family even though it might be too late.
I used to believe that you'll wake up one day but i was wrong. You never trust ur family; only your so-called F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Who are they to you? Compared to the woman whom has been slogging away her whole life just for you?
Do u really mean it when you claimed that she is living in luxury? I doubt so. You're lying.
Or in fact you only see you and yourself? Not her, nor us.
What the fruits you are eating today, was what you sowed in the past.
But guess what? We've to eat your fruits too.
I never blamed you for anything and never will I. Cos we shared the same blood.
You gave me my life; I can never repay it.
I appreciate the efforts you spent on me to raise me up and put me through schools. Though i'm partly on myself now but i'm pretty sure that 1 day, i'll have to repay you back all these OR even more than that.
At times i'm wondering - how can i ever survive in the future?
One day when you will finally be gone, you'll take nothing with you.
BUT, you'll leave lotsa things behind for us - burdens.
Did this ever cross you mind? i bet not. Or well, it might but you just choose to do nothing about it.
For if you do, u'll never ask me to take good care of your woman when you jolly well know that I can hardly take care of myself at this point of time. - I'm struggling too, mind you.
You just wanna leave everything to us including what you've done, just becos you're tired of it, dont cha?
Sorry, for I can never be understanding towards your actions.
Responsibility is not as simple as what you think.
Happiness is what i've not felt from you after so long.. & i guess that day will never come again.
Time can never turn back; I can only cherish the memories you once gave me.
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
12:06 AM
Friday, October 19, 2007
.+. KJ's Perfect Moment .+.
From Gummy to Dummy:
Specially made this for you, my love..
Hope you like it. <3
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
1:23 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
("v") KJ Rulez ("v")
I've been discussing with Keane that the both of us havent been blogging for quite some time..
Due to busy @ work, tired & lazy..
Just lotsa excuses..
I pushed the blames to him saying that my posts have already flooded off his last post and he pushed back the blame to me saying that my posts are all too long.. That was why it took over his so fast..
& furthermore, this blog is mine. I should be the one blogging.. *DANG*
lol.. stupid idiot couple..
So here i am, thinking of what to update now..
Nothing much actually.. for i couldnt really remember what happened..
All i can remember is nothing but work. ("._.) Pathetic..
Dummy seems to be on track on his job le.. good for him.. 8)
Well, instead of updating what had happened, i guess i shall name the things that are going to happen!
Tomorrow - I'll be going to KTV session with Yanting (Thomas' new RO) and Tina after work
Friday - Took a day's leave to rest *grrrrr finally* & to fetch my charming Keano off work =P
Saturday - Be attending my darling melly's birthday dinner with dummy *yeppy~*
Sunday - To attend my ex-colleague's (malay) wedding with dummy! *something NEW* ha~
Packed? Not really.. for... there's more stuffs in the next coming week!
Hmms.. Hoped that Dummy & I are both gonna have a great weekend..
Gonna treasure every single moment spent with him~ yea! .v.( ^_-)
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
10:50 PM
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
.+.Happy 2 months to our relationship.+.
wakakaka.. Still a new born "baby"..
Havent learn how to walk nor talk..
Therefore i guess it is pretty important to spend some time on it eh?
- Understanding what is needed to get it on the right tracks
- How to take good care of it
- How to deal with it when things get sour
- Learning how to cope with your temper should anything happens
- Last but not least, time and patience.
Hurhurhur.. Lots more to continue but i guess i've go off now..
*Gonna get a present on dummy's behalf* =)
bubu~
(>,")> Gummy <3 Dummy <(".<)
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
6:05 PM
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Trip to Zoo~ *You Very Zoo Ann Ley*
HurHurHur.... I'm happy..
Dummy brought me to the zoo yesterday!! AWWWW~~~
My 2nd time to a Zoo in my whole 21yrs of lifetime! ("._.)
The 1st time i went was 10+yrs ago, in my primary sch days.. omg..
What a singaporean. ("._.)
To think a foreigner is bringing a Singaporean to a singapore zoo?
Gosh.. I dont even know which bus to take and where to go to in the zoo itself.. haa..
Luckily dummy aint dumb at all.. =P
Had a great day yesterday despite the sunny weather then drizzling..
Watched animal shows as usual and of cos, went to see different species of animals~
After spendin our whole afternoon there, we'd our dinner at KFC~
And guess what? i saw this 2 inconsiderate couple there changing their baby's diaper in KFC, on the KFC TABLE! kns~
And what's more, all people around them are obviously EATING and they f-king put the soiled diapers ON THE TABLE! *FAINT*
I cannot imagine if i'm the next victim to sit on that table without knowing that there might be shit on it or even worse, when my chicken dropped directly onto the shit. Eeeewwwww....
Let's drop this topic. Thanks to that couple.
And im still having my noodles while typing all these disgusting stuffs.
Headed back to AMK Hub with dummy after everything to look for his working shoes..
Made a reservation for it and finally proceed to the taxi stand to get a cab home..
BUT WAIT!
There's not even a living soul standing at the taxi stand? So it's pretty natural that we wont walk INTO the taxi stand itself THEN get on a cab right?
Moreover there's like 10+ taxis available there..
Therefore me and dummy just hopped on this cab and guess what?
That uncle said.. "You've to follow the que at the taxi stand"
We looked at the taxi stand there............
And there's no one. Damn him.
Ultimate Fugger
What can we do? Cant possibly sit our butt in when he die die also dont wanna tke us right?
Kns..
Therefore to entertain him, we walked to the taxi stand..
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WHILE WALKING, I TURNED MY HEAD OVER TO TAKE A LOOK AT OTHER TAXIS AND I SAW AT LEAST 5 PEOPLE BOARDING OTHER TAXIS WITHOUT QUEING AT THE TAXI STAND! WTH?
SUPER DOUBLE DULAN!
Eventually, dummy and I hopped on another taxi at the taxi stand, thinking that finally we can get home!
But we met with an accident within 5mins time. ("._.)
Damn it.
Wasnt a very serious one.. 3 cars involved - The culprit (a lady driver), us and another car right in front of us
I was very agitated for a moment due to the impact which caused me to have a headache, backpain and giddyness
I wondered y is there a need for that bitch to stick sooo closely to the the cab when it's at the traffics.. Should at least keep a lil distance away isnt it?
Guess i'd better not talk about it anymore.. Who knows i might be the 1 doing the same idiot thing when i drive in the future. HA~
All i cared about is i couldnt get the watch the man u match yesterday..
Already got home late for the match due to the accident
And upon getting home, i realised that the starhub technician has changed 1 of our cable to suit our new modem and therefore we couldnt access to our match due to some reasons.
Was it a great or a bad day?
Seemed like everything on earth was trying to stop us from watchin that match! And guess what? The result was 4-0!
kns............................ Damn damn it.
Really hate it.
But nevertheless, thinking on the bright side, i'd my greatest wish granted and i'd dummy's company for the whole day..
Am already contented.
And well, who knows it might be another blessing in disguise? =)
P.S. I'VE LEARNED TO SOLVE THE RUBIK CUBE! THANKS DUMMY!
.v.( ^_-)
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
12:34 PM
Monday, October 1, 2007
UpUp抬起头 Up Up 举个手！
Met dummy on Sat to go Vivo.
He insisted in going there & therefore we went, to realise that he is planning to drag me for the health screening test. ("._.)
It was an unsuccessful wan for we had our lunch before we went~* hurhurhur
It stated there "To ensure an accurate reading, please fast for at least 8hrs"
*Bleahs* =P (saved)
Well, since my agencies are all doing roadshows there, Keane & I went to have a lil catch up with 'em =P
Was a nice wan.. (*Winks at my PS2 =P)
After which proceed on to look for our hp..
kns~
This phone 
got so popular mehs???
We travelled all the way to AMK since Vivo's hopes are gone.
Combed the whole AMK upside down and it was sold out too.. ("._.)
Last try - J8; but to no avail.
Damn it. ("-_-)
Went back home, shag out.
As for Sunday, Keano & I went to Cine for a veryveryvery extremely heavy lunch at Suki Sushi~
It was damn great! Simply enjoyed to our fullest~* sLuRrPps~!
Afterwhich was our KTV session =P
& well, the staff there seemed to have so many problems that we could hardly sing in peace.. haa.. -.-"
But nevertheless we still enjoyed ourselves 8)
(Have to get our butt home fast for dummy & I both gotta work the next day)
Ya, today's a BlueeeeeBlueeeee Monday~
But still OK as i've had enough sleep! hehe...
*Sayang* dummy for he'd nitemares 8(
Well, i've been trying to sleep early recently thou..
Healthier lifestyle mah....
Ah bo later someone pulls me for another health screening test again =P
But i'm okay with it la.. Not really against it although i'll be more keen on a blood donation.. 8)
Guess that's all for today..
Just had my dinner with dummy & my mum~ nice.
Shall update again.. bubu~*
*Prays* that dummy wouldnt have any more nitemares tonight. <3
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
10:42 PM
