Sunday, October 28, 2007
I'm feeling very suffocated recently..
Lotsa unhappiness stuffs befalling on me. Nothing is smooth at all..
I'm stressed up totally.
I seriously dont know when can i catch a glimpse of light out of this total darkness.
I've used up all my energy to "self-console" weeks back.
It doesnt matters to me any longer what's gonna happen next. Im just like a puppet being played by god.
I've got big problem - Im starting to lose my judgement. I dont know how to handle problems anymore.
If anyone is to tell me that obstacles can train a person to be tough, i guess it should be enough for me after all these years.
All these drills did make me strong somehow but end of the day, im just a human; i'll breakdown.
Any more of this is not gonna strengthen me anymore. I'm lost and stucked.
It only makes me feel unwanted;
It only makes me believe that i've got no rights to deserve anything in life.
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
10:19 AM
