Friday, October 26, 2007
I'm no longer your innocent baby girl - I can feel hurt.
There's lotsa things in life that one can never control.
Fate is one of them.
船到桥头自然直。。
但我看我的船还没靠岸就沉了吧~
How i wished that you could care more about this family.
After so many damages that you've done to us, u feel nothing at all.
I see no regrets in you.
I still love you and respect you as part of my family. But the umpteen times of dissapointments that you've engraved in my heart can never be undone. It became fear.
I dare not hold any hopes anymore.
Facing you, is like facing a total stranger whom i love alot.
I care about you still and i would really appreciate should one day you change yourself for this family even though it might be too late.
I used to believe that you'll wake up one day but i was wrong. You never trust ur family; only your so-called F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Who are they to you? Compared to the woman whom has been slogging away her whole life just for you?
Do u really mean it when you claimed that she is living in luxury? I doubt so. You're lying.
Or in fact you only see you and yourself? Not her, nor us.
What the fruits you are eating today, was what you sowed in the past.
But guess what? We've to eat your fruits too.
I never blamed you for anything and never will I. Cos we shared the same blood.
You gave me my life; I can never repay it.
I appreciate the efforts you spent on me to raise me up and put me through schools. Though i'm partly on myself now but i'm pretty sure that 1 day, i'll have to repay you back all these OR even more than that.
At times i'm wondering - how can i ever survive in the future?
One day when you will finally be gone, you'll take nothing with you.
BUT, you'll leave lotsa things behind for us - burdens.
Did this ever cross you mind? i bet not. Or well, it might but you just choose to do nothing about it.
For if you do, u'll never ask me to take good care of your woman when you jolly well know that I can hardly take care of myself at this point of time. - I'm struggling too, mind you.
You just wanna leave everything to us including what you've done, just becos you're tired of it, dont cha?
Sorry, for I can never be understanding towards your actions.
Responsibility is not as simple as what you think.
Happiness is what i've not felt from you after so long.. & i guess that day will never come again.
Time can never turn back; I can only cherish the memories you once gave me.
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
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