Saturday, January 31, 2015
My First Official Post after 1.5years..
Loads of things have changed. Reading back the posts which I've posted 7~8years back brought back tons of memories. Lots of sadness.
The only happy thing which has remained with me, is my Dummy.
Fell out with my best girlfriend, Hui Xian, few years back due to some insurance stuffs. Not sure if I've ever posted it in this blog before, but this stuff drifted us far apart.
We did contact once or twice, but it's always due to some ex-classmates' wedding etc, asking me or her for each other's contact. Well, and eventually we ceased our contacts with one another.
One day, she invited me to her wedding. But, I didn't turn up. Told her that I couldn't make it as I've already bought the air ticket back to M'sia. At that point of time, I really have the urge to cancel the whole trip. But I can't. It's a family trip.
I'm not exactly sure if that's the reason why she starts to hates me. But towards her, I sincerely gave her all my blessings and am happy to see that she has found such a loving husband. I still miss her at times, frankly. The days where we were young and ignorant, trying out smoking together, acting like we are grown ups but actually just pure lil ah lians.. ha..
Well, I can only say that things can never be the same as it was, and it's a pity.
I'm trying to forget her, but at times, I admit that I couldn't help but think of her again. Too much memories..
Anyway, moving on...
Melly, Dummy and I gather lesser nowadays as all are pretty busy at work.
We still try our best to meet up at least once a month though, and I still love her so much! :)
*I always count my blessings twice when it comes to her.*
Just went to her house with Dummy about 2 weeks ago and she tried to cook for us! hahaha! (though most of it was done by her maid, but good effort la! =P)
It was a fruitful gathering I should say. Updating each other about our new jobs, new life, new year, and most importantly, her not-so-new-bf - Ian! lol..
It's a good thing, cum'on, and I'm happy for her. Really hope to see her getting married soon. And better still, if it's the same timing as me!!!
I'm sure it's gonna be real sweeeeet! XD
And Yan Ting too! My forever-acting-like-a-lil-princess babygirl! haha!
Arthur finally proposed to her last year. (YES, FINALLY!) And I reckon she's gonna be busy with her wedding preparations soon, just like ME!
Hmmm.. But frankly, for me, I really don't know what's going on as Dummy ask me not to be bothered by it. He just wish me to sit back & relax, while he gets all the details before coming back to me for discussion. lol.
Yea, I know that's super sweet. But I'm really a not-so-enthu about wedding girl. Hence I kept telling him to do just a simple one may do. *hee
In fact I'm more looking forward to our new house!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWW
LIKE FINALLY!!!!!!
After 4years of waiting! And it's coming end of this year!
NEW SETS OF TROUBLES! BUT I'M ALL GEARED UP FOR IT!! LOL....
The house that I've been waiting for since young. A place where I can call Home.
Where I have my own loving hubby and lovely dog and guinea pig with me. Not a place where I feel like I'm always under someone's beck and call.. Doing things in a careful manner as it's always somebody's house.
A place where I can finally rest, and feel comfortable in....
Anyway, back to my updates...
Starting with ME :
Yea, apart from my coming soon wedding and house, I'm officially not working anymore.
Not in the luxury of being Taitai though (but also not my cup of tea la huh), but I'm into my own online business.
Well, things weren't that smooth I should say, but my hard efforts are always paid off.
It's been officially going 2 months since it's up till now, and things are getting stable. I'm glad.
Nearly a year of hard work before I could get everything up and well. It's taxing. Plans keep changing along the way you see, it's unpredictable. Tweaks after tweaks, just to get everything in place.
Everything that I had never think of; or ever done before nor exposed to, I have to learn it, test it and try it.
Everyday is a new and challenging day.
Most importantly, creative ideas just doesn't work out fine at times even though you go all out for it.
Anyway, all these are not a big deal:
I've been working day and night nowadays with no complaints. Simply passion and enthusiasm.
I never know I can enjoy working so much. This sense of achievement keeps me going and I'm loving it :)
Oh, btw before I forget - My driving license! hahaha! I've gotten it for half a year already! Didn't really drive that often but still, I had my fair share =P
Drove on Malaysia's road before for awhile, and just 2 days back, from Dummy's office back home! Not bad for a beginner liao lor! HEE. Kinda kan chiong but I'm so proud that I made it! :D
And lastly, I learned cooking. HA.
Not a fantastic cook I should say, but able to whip up a decent dinner for my Dummy at least. And not bullshitting, but it tasted nice! *grins*
OKOK. ENOUGH.
Let's move on to Dummy now.
2013 ~ 2014 was a great year for him.
Got to a Product Manager's role in this new Company & the boss loved him (as usual). Pay's been going up but well, needless to say, his workload too. ha.
2015 started off a lil bad for him but I'm still hoping that it's a blessing in disguise! Anyway, it's just a month passed.
But frankly, I hate to think that he might need to travel again. And worse still - India. Which is worse? India or Japan? Hmmm I would rather not both!!!! *sIGhz*
Probably a lot of people might be wondering - WHY? Japan's good isn't it?! Ha. Well, certainly not NOW.
Anyway, I have a deep belief in law of attraction. SO, that's it. I'm gonna stop thinking about this again!
PUFF!
Now, Fergie's turn.... hurhurhur!
He's like apparently Dummy and my son now la! hahaha! We can't stop loving him AT ALL!!!! AWWWW...
So so sooooooo thankful that he can survive past 1 yr of age! God bless. And he's managed to grow to a decent build finally. Greedy as usual though! Haha!
Still doing his signature "indian dance" whenever's excited *giggle*
But well, it's really a miracle come true.
If ever we were given a second chance, I'm sure both Dummy and I will still choose to save him, at all cost.
That's how much he meant to us. :)
He's gonna go wherever we go.
Well, it's going 4am now. Time for bed. Been sleeping at such hour lately due to my business. Today's urge to blog is really out of the norm. But well, I'll try to update here more often. At the very least, so that I can read back what happened today, like after another 8years from now? :P
Probably I'll have kids by then haha. Who knows? But possibility is high! *shy
Just hoped that I can stay happy from now on... :)
2015 is an important and great year for me. I'd a great start by having orders swarming in and had my first 4D bet opened up in starter. Nothing more to ask for! And I believe the rest is up to my own's effort.
I hereby promise myself - Be it there's an update here in the near future or not, but the next post shall certainly be a fruitful and promising one!
I'm gonna love my new year, new life, new chapter! YEA! .v.(^_-)
What doesn't kills you, makes you stronger.
I've been through, & I know that these tears and hurt are going to stay in my heart forever. But, I'm gonna move on.. To lead a better life. A life which is worthwhile, for those tears that I have shed.
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
3:38 AM
New Life
Bundles of joy, litres of tears.
Life is never smooth to being with. Well, at least for me.
Kinship is nothing more than sharing the same blood. Still, at least for me.
It's a joke when I feel closer to others than my own family. And, it's crazier when I think I'm happier living my life now than with my very own family.
I hate to say this. But that's the truth.
Moved out from my very own nest a month ago to stay with Dummy.
Moved out from a place where I once called Home.
Can't say that it's a great move for I'm leaving my Mum behind. But, have to say that it's a relief for me, to be able to stay away from the sickening Sis-in-law of mine.
Waves and waves of trouble thanks to her, threatening the peace of the household. It was never a wonderful story to begin with but I tried to make it happen. Still, jealousy got hold of her and everything has to end in an awkward manner.
Nevertheless, I'm enjoying my life now though somewhere deep down my heart, I'm still wishing that all these had never happened.
Left my job on November last year and bought a sweet lil Scottish terrier with Dummy whom we named Fergie. Still remembered how he cuddled in my arms when we brought him home that day :))
He was at 2.5months when we took him and now he's already 9months old.
A picture of him below, at about 6months~
This was what I've blogged like 6months ago? Can't remember. But didn't managed to post it for I can't finish blogging all updates.
Just by reading the first paragraph brings sadness to my heart..
.°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
2:09 AM
