<body> Jes & Keane 的世界。。
•°• 我是你的女人 •°•

\\`*`Gummy & Dummy`*`//



Seventeen June 1986
Not available
♥Loves♥ Her family, Dummy<3 , Fergie,
Birthday, 招财进宝, 家乐, 唱K, 电影,游泳,
蛋糕 & chocolate~。。
讨厌 - 虚伪的人, 骗子和两头蛇!

 

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    暗号


     

    柳月娥 。陈季常

    从现在开始
    你只许疼我一个人, 要宠我;不能骗我
    答应我的每一件事情都要做到
    对我讲的每一句话都要真心
    不许欺负我, 骂我; 要相信我
    别人欺负我,你要在第一时间出来帮我
    我开心呢,你就要陪着我开心
    我不开心呢,你就要哄我开心
    永远都要觉得我最漂亮
    梦里面也要见到我
    在你的心里面只有我
    就这样。


    夜曲

    Tuesday, March 24, 2015


    我妈明知是我哥和嫂嫂有问题却选择说是因为我不够成熟。他们把她当女佣,我嫂骂她疯婆子,我看不下去说他们两句,她却选择安静地说不要紧,不让我跟他们吵。说别让我哥难做人。

    我让我哥说说他自己的老婆时,他却说没法子,因为这是他妻子。那我们的妈就不是妈了吗??你是靠自己长大的咯?这些年来是白养了吗?

    我每个月省吃俭用给家用,水电费,他们却没给因为说到自己有孩子 -没钱。不见得没孩子时有钱?算了。天天花钱搭德士叫外卖就有钱哟。
    对面就是条美食街也懒得走去买 - 最糟的便是厚着脸皮叫我妈去帮忙打包,说自己工作太累。
    我平时加班熬夜到10点或12点回来,有时还的继续做又不见得我说累?

    我天天笑脸迎人,说工作不累,是因为我不想让你们操心。你们真以为我是铁打的吗?


    孩子更别说了,不知我嫂嫂是真的妈妈还是我妈妈是妈妈。天天得喂奶,照顾三餐,包括接送上学下课跟冲凉换尿布。晚上两公婆迟回也不说一声,让我妈照顾。我妈天天凌晨四点就得起床去工作,他们也不会不好意思。我怕我妈累,就没法地把孩子带来照顾。他们连声感激都没有。

    我在间大集团任职时,嫂嫂不敢多给脸色。辞工在家找工时(家用照给),嫂嫂却跟我哥说我白吃白喝。说真的,我去租间房间住屋主可能还会对我好些咯!

    过年买个沙发我妈就说我哥有多好,非常顾家,疼父母。事实是因为他朋友要来过年,旧沙发有些破皮见不得光所以才买。

    家务呢?我妈说我哥有分担-非常孝顺。有,当有人来做客时咯 - 非常勤奋地打扫,一尘不染。平时眼睛手指不离电脑游戏。煮个面也顾着玩-搞到水溢出来,火都灭了,鍋干了。几次还差点煤气爆炸。

    跟他们沟通了无数次,但两公婆跟我妈却不觉得是个问题。我妈还一直坚持无所谓,因为她不觉得我哥或我嫂嫂对她太烂。 而她,是以疼爱的出发点来照顾他们,根本不觉得是被欺负。

    我真的不喜欢对外人说太多自己的家事,因为我不希望别人看到我不开心或心烦的一面。 

    但,

    亲戚们不知头不知尾却反倒来一直说我没照顾好家人, 令家人担心。我跟他们说我哥天天打游戏,什么都不做时,嫂嫂孩子也不理时,却没人信我。

    我还能说什么???

    .°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
    3:30 PM



    心灰意冷

    今天因为某种原因跟我舅舅见面了。谈话中才发现自己的家人还是顽固不宁 ,是非对错根本就看不透。我,还能说什么?

    把错的和不该做的东西说成是因为没办法的样子,让旁人觉得你们特别可怜  -那我还能说什么?

    把我离开你们的原因说成是因为我的任性时  -我还能说什么?

    根本就知道我离开的真正原因却宁愿把它埋藏起来,然后把自己说得好像没错似的 - 我还能说什么?

    我成默寡言,并不代表你们是对的。更不代表因为我觉得是我有错在先而选择安静地离开。是因为无法再忍受你们这种永远觉得自己生活是过得最辛苦的,而别人不能理解或体会到的心情下离开。

    说得再多也于事无补。一针见血的把问题摊开来跟你们说,你们又老找借口敷衍事实,不敢面对现实。所有所说的东西都是骗人的 - 我还能相信你们吗??

    编织了这种让人人都相信的谎言,埋藏了真正的事实让我真的觉得很恶  -好像在看电视剧。

    我,永远都做不出来。


    真的,虽然很难听 ,但我厌倦有你们这么自私的家人。


    心灰意冷。

    .°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
    1:59 PM

    Saturday, March 14, 2015


    I Wish To....


    I wish to lead a healthy lifestyle with Dummy so that we can do whatever's coming up next.
    Countdown: 1month & on-going


    I wish to wear the most beautiful gown and walk down the aisle with Dummy, with the warmest blessings from all friends and family.
    Countdown: 8months


    I wish to have a place we call house, so that we can snuggle and hug each other anytime, anywhere.
    Countdown: 1year


    I wish to have Hamburger come out of her cage and mingle around with Fergie so that she'll never be lonely again.
    Countdown: 1.5years


    I wish to take a video with Dummy, to mark down our most memorable 10th year anniversary.
    Countdown: 2years and 5months


    I wish to visit a snowing country with Dummy, and probably take a train together or have some hot coffee.
    Countdown: 2years


    I wish to take creative photos of us announcing our new "member's" arrival, like this:


















    And maybe this:

















    *blushes*
    Countdown: Est. 3years


    I wish to have a wonderful family photo shoot when I'm pregnant, together with Fergie, to let him know that he'll never be left out.
    Countdown: Est. 3.5years


    I wish to have Dummy read bedtime stories to our lil rascal but still kiss and hug me to bed every single night, telling me - I Love You.
    Countdown: Est. 6years


    I wish to fulfil our evil wish by bringing our kids to Italy and get them to fetch water from the fountain, while we drink the water from nasoni/fontanelle instead.
    Countdown: 10years


    I wish to have our children leash Fergie out for a walk every night, with Dummy and I following behind hand-in-hand.
    Countdown: 12years


    I wish to read this blog with him and laugh about how we met again, in 10years' time. And then one more in 15years' time and so on....
    Countdown: 10, 15, 20, 25.......


    I wish to retire with Dummy and lead a peaceful life with our grown up children, and most importantly, Fergie.
    Countdown: 15years


    I wish to tour around the whole world with Dummy.
    Countdown: 20years 


    I wish to attend our children's wedding together, with tears of joy in our eyes.
    Countdown: 30years


    I wish to spend our remaining lives together with our noisy grandchildren running about and shouting away.
    Countdown: 35yrs


    I wish to grow old with him and still tell him "I Love You" every single day, till death do us apart.
    Countdown: N/A.


    ...And I still wish to be his wife in our next life.

    .°•.♥.Gummy & Dummy.♥.•°.
    2:42 AM