Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Ya, i just had gunpowder.
Suddenly no mood to blog due to some reasons.
Simply hated people playing pranks on me, especially my best friend..
And it's even worse when my keyboard has been working fine for everyday, 24/7, to suddenly failed on me..
Do i look like a joke?
Damn it.
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9:47 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
美丽的误会。。
Had a very very funny week...
Laugh till i gonna drop dead...
To think that in less than a weeks' time...
Got 3 different people tells me that dummy likes me..
MUAHAHAHAHA...
I know i very cute also cannot like that mah...*Oops*
LOL~
Sorry.. but this really seems like a joke to me...
And as for today, there's 2 people saying the same thing liaos..
*When can this stops?*
People already left the company liaos and still gotta so many gossips..
Even guys gossips about me and him..
Good game.. -_-x
真的是跳进黄河也洗不清呀~
可爱的女人就是那么可怜~
哈。。开玩笑的啦！ =P
Dont blog liaos... Freaking bored...
Bubu~*
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10:22 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Me,Myself and I; Jeslyn, mEOw, Kitty
Hmmms.. 真不明白。。
Yy is it that everytime i turned single, i will definitely have friends telling me:
Hey jes! i saw u here today! Hey meow i saw u there that day! ("-_-)
Even by just walking in A shopping centre i can see like quite a few friends?
Almost every floor i will have someone calling out to me?? ("._.)
中马票都没那么准咯。。
And when im attached, can 炫耀 my bf abit, i dont get to see even just ONE familiar face!
Grrrr...
And the worst part is when i saw my friends on the streets, when im single, they'll definitely ask:
Hey meow, where's ur bf?
I'll reply.. Break liao lors...
And there'll be another shock from their face -- AGAIN?!!?
("._.) Pathetic? i know.
Even thou I'm not fooling around..
Just that no point staying on when you guys are really not compatiable isnt it..
& ya, I should admit that all my friends or cousins ( be it maternal or paternal side) around me, including my bro;
has no problems maintaining a relationship that can easily last over half a decade!
Nah.. No wonder im like a freak to them... 8(
Every new year i'll be like bringing a new "face" to introduce to my relatives?
And i guess they can even hardly remember who is who liaos.. *sIGhz*
失败。。
The worst is still my parents, bro and 大嫂 ba..
Having the need to adapt to another new boyfriend of mine every now and then is not that easy i admit.. 8<
Yy isnt it the case that i can STICK ON to a relationship?
I don't know, and it ponders me as well..
I feel soooo helpless and bad about it.. X(
Therefore i decided le..!
Time to order MaC, have my lunch and stop thinking! Hehe...
Food is still my best friend~ =X~~
Never failed to cure my troubles.. (=^-^=).v.
Bubu~*
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12:12 PM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
你爸爸，你妈妈。。一个knn~
Been 2weeks since i last went out le..
Really going crazy..
Budden thinking back, it's not that bad to stay at home either 8)
Dont need to waste money or energy...
zZzzz Suddenly i wish that i dont need to work again..
Just rot at home may do..
Not bcos 我失恋 hors! 也不是因为我自暴自弃。。
But is really because im tired of asking my friends out..
And the worst part is i dont wish to go out with people i dont feel comfortable with..
Fine~ 我知道我难伺候。。。 (=^-^=).v.
If not im really not mEOw le hors.. =P
blahblahblah..
Have been kinda unlucky for the past 2 days la..
Sian.. Really kns..
Yesterday night couldnt get to sleep..
Thought wanna have supper -> Another round of my fav curry rice..
Got the rice ready liao wanna prepare my drink..
So i went to get the bottle of coke from my fridge..
and who knows? i spent a bloodly 15mins just to open that bloody cap..
Faints.. Open till my palms damn freaking red and pain..
Took everything out to the living room to have my supper and guess what..
The curry dripped onto my glass..
So i wiped it..
Halfway thru the meal, i realised i got all the bony parts of the chicken..
So.... i went to get another few scoops lor..~
By the time i really sat down on the table to watch tv and have my supper,
my fav show has already ended..
真想去死算了。。
As for today, 从八点籁床到十二点。。
Cos i know i wont have anythin to do for the rest of the day too..
Woke up, ordered KFC~ and had my lunch alone as usual.. Nnb..
Had a few "dates" but last min all crop up..
I'm also kinda lazy to go to the library due to the rainy afternoon liao..
Therefore i gave up all the thoughts of going out and stayed at home;
To Rot and eat and eat and eat...
Hmm nice idea..
Ok fine..
I seriously dont wish to blog any further complaining about being alone at home..
Cos basically when im at home, i really have no one to talk to.
Other than typing nuts on this stupid keyboard and starring at this stupid screen of mine, i guess i can do nothing much liaos..
Grrr..
Go rot le.. bubu..~
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9:24 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
对不起。。
Friday liaos.. Indicating that another weekend is coming..
And shit.. (not allowed to scold vulgarities.. sian..) i got nothing on again for tml.. X(
Pathetic..
Melly just back from Thailand and needed rest..
Kiki couldnt confirm with me.. Grrrrr....
As for dummy.. no comments... -_-"
When did the last time Jes went..? 8(
Not that i dont have friends or dont wanna go out..
Just that i dont wish to go out with people that i dont feel comfortable with..
Hais sian...
Today monkey made a wasted trip to SPC sial..
Thomas called me and ask me if i did book monkey's M9 exam then i realised dummy might have forgotten to book it last time!
Aww... And ended up she couldnt take her exams..
Next week then can book again =\
Sian.. No mood.. Dont blog liaos..
Bubu..
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10:14 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
想回到过去。。
Damn sleepy today...
Reached my workplace and i'm already falling asleep soon..
Not much impt thing for the day and therefore it's abit slacky...
But also due to being too slacky and sleepy, i feel that the time is really ccccrrrrraaawwllliiinnnnggggg.....~~~~~
SO DAMN BORED! Grrrrr...
And the worst part is that there's an "animal" sitting directly opposite me!
#$(#@)$#$O#)$#@($)##$(#@)$(_@($
See her i sian liao.. Hear her talk i more sian..
See + hear her = Super Duper SIAN!
Make till i just wish to leave the office and go back home! -_-"
Not to talk about the people i dont like liao..
Let's talk about someone whom i like.. *shy*
Today met 2 of my girlfriends at mrt station...
Both used to be my very close girlfriends..
Early in the morning met Lena (Secondary sch mate) at Bishan Mrt Station and after work i met Imms (my IRC mate cum ex colleague) at Tanjong Pagar Mrt..
Sho happy to see the both of them... Missed the old days man..
Thou somehow it was abit weird due to the fact that i havent seen Lena for years..
But we still managed to dig out some of our younger days memories~
Geez.. Nice..
Well, talking about love...
Nothing much to say either..
Left him on last Friday and he didnt msg me for the past 2 days liaos..
Even less than 1 week.. and he seems to be giving up le..
Hmm.. 算啦。。
或许这样子大家都会比较开心吧。。
唉。。 我想是时候该放弃他了。。
鱼虽羡慕鸟飞得多高
但鸟儿却不知道海的奇妙
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8:01 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
哦很丑 但是哦很温柔～
Just bathed out.. Relaxing now..
Hmms.. Couldnt find anything to blog today for everyday is like the same..
Now then i know Yy i used to have so many things to blog everyday..
That's b'cos i used to go out almost everyday after work and it's without fail...
Well.. and now, it's home，扫地 and 摺衣服...
Bathe, eat, slack, iron clothes and sleep.. ("._.)
老charbo的生活。。
但其实一個人也很好--跟自己戀愛!
獨處, 可以有更多時間可以思考, 把混亂的思緒整理清楚,
獨處, 可以有更多自由做喜歡的事, 不必考慮別人的想法.
跟自己戀愛,或許沒有被呵護的甜蜜, 卻不會有被傷害的風險,
至少不會有失戀的心碎, 和被背叛心痛,
不需要為別人流淚, 為別人憔悴。。
长篇大论。。 别说了~ Makan liaos~! ＸＤ～
ｂｕｂｕ～＊
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7:40 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
我病了。。
Just got home less than 1hour ago, had my dinner & bathed..
OT till 7+pm today..
Felt so accomplished when i finished part of my important stuffs
Well, was so sick that i decided to take a cabby home..
Thought that i could reach home faster in that way...
& who knows.. It jammed all the freaking way~ ("._.)
From Tanjong Pagar till Bishan.. *sIGhz*
Should have tken a train home isnt it..
Same amount of time tken and definitely cheaper~
(my cab fee is $17) ._."
Well, i guess i'd better stop complaining and go 看电视 liaos..
Suddenly feel so different from last time..
In the past my posts used to be so damn long.. & now..?
唉~ 别说了。。
没心情。。
bubu~*
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8:54 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
忘了我吧。。
*sICk..* The sharp pain in my gastric is still there.. hais...
Eat too much also cannot; Will strain my stomach..
Eat too lil also cannot; i'll complain hungry whole day long...
Grrr.. 真讨厌！X(
Yesterday night was so freaking bored that i called dummy's hp to chat & finished all his remaining credits in the prepaid card, 弄到他得七早八早去top up.. So bad hor me? XD
Somemore i did a very evil thing by stopping him to go and sleep when he was already yawning away.. muahahaha
I feel so bad about myself now..
But... Do you think i care? =X
Eh.. no la.. Just kidding.. Ah bo later tio hoot~
Hais sians... By the way he did msg me today lahs..
Budden dont feel like replying leys..
Dont reply i feel bad.. Reply liao i also feel bad...
Idiot.. Wad to do? ("-_-)
真的是伤~~~~脑筋呀！！！
我真的不知道该怎样对他说。。
好怕伤害到他。。
我真没用。。唉~
没心情blog了。。 bubu~*
Every step I took since the moment I could walk was a step
towards finding you..
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6:54 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
不能说的秘密。。
My 1st entry for this blog...
Ya, had quite a few blogs before but deleted due to some reasons..
Suddenly due to the ultimate boredom, i've decided to blog again to prevent myself from going crazy..
The feeling is back after 1yr plus..
The feeling of being alone..
原来要保守一个秘密是如此困难。。。
好矛盾。。
是时候去适应新的生活了吧。。
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7:29 PM
